Did perpetual happiness in the Garden of Eden maybe get so boring

( Boys,Boys,Boys )
( Ladies,Ladies,Ladies )

- Hi, I'm Megan. Or Meg. I will answer to either.

- I am at the moment single, after having recently ended an engagement to a man I was seeing for two years.

- I work full time, and normally attend classes at my university. At the moment, I'm not enrolled, because my uncle was diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease, and the fam needs extra help.

- I am over twenty, and will not play with anyone, who is not of legal age.

- I do journal role playing only. I don't have time for AIM.

- Straight forward people are awesome. Honest people. I hate ooc character drama creeping into play. So, use rping for what it's for, an escape. Leave all the bs behind you.

- I reside in Texas, which lands me in the central time zone.

- Being bisexual, I have no issue playing hetero, or gay story lines. Boy on Boy, does nothing for me, but I'll try anything once.

- Too much fluff in a story line makes me want to shoot myself. I love dark, and twisted stuff. I do like fun stuff, but there needs to be a good mix of it, otherwise I'll lose interest.

- Guys, or girls, I like them both. I play both. At the moment, I have more male characters. That may change with time, who knows.

- PB's for myself, I'm pretty picky about. I have to like them, otherwise it won't work. Playing against a PB, if the character is a good one, I can look past the face I may not be crazy about.

- I'm not planning on joining any group communities. RULES SUCK!

I need to shift through my friends list, because I'm having stuff seep over from a game, that I've never had anything to do with. A knock off of Halcyon at that.

Ugh, waking up with a headache really blows.

Also, this is pretty amusing.

So, the Rape Crisis Center here in town is having an event called Chair-ish our Men. Local artist have been asked to either make, or decorate chairs to be auctioned off for the center. They'll be shown all around two be the whole of this month, and I believe the next, so people can make bids here, and there as they like, before the auction is ended. Anyway, my mother made one chair, and painted/repaired two more, and I painted/decorated another. Below the cut, are pictures of the chair I did!

( They are decent sized pics, hence the cut. )

For anyone who might care, I've made an icon community. I only have a few pb's on it at the moment, but I have plans to expand it, when I hopefully have more time. Anyone, if you see someone you like over at lullaby_icons, feel free to join!

I've come to two revelations this week. One, talking to an ex, after you had a fight with your fiancee, is a bad idea. Trey called me last night, and bitched me out, because he heard I haven't been wearing my ring. Which I haven't. When it's cold, my fingers shrink, and my ring does not fit. Better to leave it at home, than wear it, and have it fall off, and be lost. Right? Yes, thank you, I knew it wasn't an insane thing to consider. Well, he pretty much went insane about the whole thing, and I had to tell him to chill, because he was over reacting. He hates that I don't take it all seriously, but it's fucking ridiculous. How can I not laugh? If I didn't want to be with him, I wouldn't be, end of story. He needs to get that through his thick ass skull. The second part of all of this is, that Ross called me at midnight. I told him right off that I had class in the morning, and wouldn't be able to talk long. Of course, seeing as he was drunk, he wouldn't listen, and kept me on the phone till 3am. Boys are really gross sometimes. He kept saying the weirdest shit, which I won't repeat, because it's not not appropriate. He sort of reinforces my belief that guys motives for everything, ever, is sex. Then he started talking about his penis, and I guess he wanted me to weigh in on it, which I refused to do. I told him I couldn't remember what it looked like lol. Which I can't, it's been a few years, and a penis, is a penis. He just wasn't being appropriate, and I had to tell him to hush a few times, and threaten to hang up on him. I really do think his brain, is in the head of his penis. I do.

On to the second revelation. I am finally over group rps. I didn't start out in them, I've only done a few in my time playing. Some have been fun, but I prefer free form rp. I like the whole journal thing, because I really don't have time to sit down, and type out a scene in aim, in one night. I just can't do it anymore. Journals are more practical. But, I don't miss groups. I don't miss having to follow guidelines, nor timelines. Nor do I miss characters that annoyed me. No, my characters were not great, not claiming that at all. But there were some characters that just needed a bullet between the eyes. Besides, I've always been a loyal player lol. I stuck with the same two people for years. Still have them, and I have my Erica, who I love. She's also to blame for my crush on Colin Farrell returning. That, and ever since he righteously won the golden globe, he's been more visible in the media. Also looking fine as hell. Gotta love good looking foreign men, who are also packing. Especially when they can act, and have made a change for the better. And Kate Beckinsale, I've always loved her, and it's returning steadily to it's former glory. I am content :-).

Also, thank God for our new president!

Only the first day, and I'm already dropping one of my classes. I have two good reasons for doing so. For one, it's distance learning. Which, of course means, that the instructor is in another town, teaching to three, or four classes at once, via a television screen. I hate how impersonal this is. The quality of sound, and picture is also horrible to boot. Just not a good learning environment, in my opinion. Second, the instructor is the most eccentric, and self centered one I've had to date. He talked for an hour about himself. And, in his mind, he stands shoulder to shoulder with the likes of Aristotle. Like... Really, dude? Are you effing serious? Also, his recommend reading list, was nothing more than his own published books. He thought very highly of himself, and it was a major turn off. Ah well, at least this means I'll have more time to work.

One a better note, I love, love, love my first class. We'll be reading books, writing papers, and watching movies the whole semester. What's not to love?

We just decided to have our oldest dog, Jasper, put down tomorrow. He's nearly fourteen, a big dog, and he seems like he is suffering. God this sucks... yeah, it's the best for him, but that doesn't make it any easier for us. Sorry if I'm not very friendly today.

This weekend zoomed the hell by. Not fair. Also, isn't it disappointing, when you suspect something is going to happen, don't want it to happen, then you end up being right anyway? It really sucks.

Like my boyfriend, Trey, my brother-n-law works on an oil rig. He's not home that often, because the guys at the rig like him, and he gets called out, when he should be home. So, my sister pretty much has full run of their house, all the time, and he feels like a guest when he is in his own house. Well, today I went to Mom's, and they came out a short while later. My sister was being the most unpleasant cunt, I felt bad for Wayne. She was just bitching about everything, and had this attitude. I could see how annoyed Wayne was, so I finally told her she was being a bitch. I quickly grew tired of her bitching, and came home.

Then Trey called me, once I got home :-). We talked forever lol, but it was nice. He made my day tolerable.

For those early 80's babies, and older, who have a love for Indiana Jones... I recommend the new flick. It was really good. Temple of Doom is still better, but it was a good ending to the series.